kamil norzam.

itu bdk dlm gmba is my only little n youngest brother or should i say a big guy now ;) ? actually, this entry is specially dedicate to him as he got staight A's in pmr. so bro, congrats. i'm proud of u and the whole family is totally proud of u. this is just a beginning taw. u really need to double up ur effort. study hard lg and yg pnting consistent. now u already see ur path and go for it. u r a man on a mission now. xleh men2 lg k. spm is there waiting for u. give ur best man ;))

actually, sy sgt rindu d kala kamil kecik2 dulu. [sila refer gmba d ats sekali.] dier sgt putih n gebu dan kecumilan thp babas beliau m'buat sy rindu giler nk hug dier. skang ni kurus cm mak xbg mkn padahai mkn lalu xsangga2. haha. [mesti beliau tgh senyum smpai ke telinga klu dia taw sy ckp dia comei ish2]n now i need to realise yg kamil is not a liltle baby anymore. skang ni dier plak yg jge i. kdg2 time sy drive he said,"kakchik! put on ur sitbelt la" or kakchik duduk2 la elok2 sket[haha biasa la kn kt rumah] tp spe suh dier msk bilik sy dgn keadaan terjah spt nas ahmad d melodi mmg puake ok. haha. oh, how i miss the old time. oh lpe, bergusti itu perlu d kala sy nk check hp dier! haha

he also a good listener. jgn terkejut klu dier taw my probs. eventhough dier bru nk msk 16, he talks like an adult. ble dier bg advise kn pergh kdg2 beta pon tersentap. but time dier jdik sgt xmatang ya ampun jgn la, msk bilik i ade je dier nk punggah, " ha ni kakchik beli kt sapa ni? blk uia xbli apa2 ka" mulut lahaq sungguh. dia xtaw selama ni dia la duk kikih duit beta. w'pon i xde duit i'll try my best belikn pe dier nk. selalunye mcD la kn. aww cute nye pk blk. mkn 2 2 org. wuwu i'm gonna miss it. i know one day, u'll have ur own life n just plz remember that i always at ur back.

ok la gedik and drama boy. klu cte psl bdk ni mmg xhbs haha.
will always pray for ur success :).

love,
kakchik ;)

courage.

what i hate about crying is that,
u'r going to face,
a very massive headache.

and
it's killing u even
more.

deaf story.

Dr.Bahar said:

"stop thinking as a laymen. start learning and appreciating the law as a law student"

sy hanya m'angguk tanda paham.
sem ini hanya berkaitan dgn criminal.
end of the sem sure sy ni criminal minded pnya haha

smlm 1st kls mooting.
Dr.Duryana assigned me and my group dgn case pasal medical negligence.
so the rest of the semester sy deal ngn medical negligence je la.
kes2 hospital ni buhsan sket sbnrnye harap2 dpt kes yg intresting hehe

ok2 no offence ;)
nytez.

bertukar ;)

being cruel now and forever.
thnks.
i'm done.

*big bang global warming concert.*
criminal law.
2138.

dowN and bittEr.

warning : entry ni akn m'ggnekn byk perkataan yg tidak enak utk d dgr.so spe2 yg xske xyah bce.tq

kdg kala sy berasa sgt bodoh.
kdg2 sy berasa sy xlayak pon nk kwn dgn org.
kdg kala terasa sy tidak berguna.
tp mngenangkn sy mempunyai family yg sgt cambest.
sy cuba utk ignore sume perasaan tu.

tp sekarang.
sy rsa sy invisible.
sy tidak d hormati mgkin kerana st tidak pandai m'hormati diri sy sendri dlu.mungkin.
sy tidak d sayangi mgkin kerana sy tidak pandai m'nyayangi diri sendri dlu.mungkin.
sy tidak d dengari mgkin kerana sy tidak pndai m'dgr kata hati sendri dlu.mungkin.

sy rasa sy sgt loser.
seorg yg sgt xperlu ada kt dlm dunia ni.
cz mcm no purpose.
no one ever appreciate me.
sy xenjoy life sy.
sy xde spe yg sy nk share kesukaan atau kedukaan.
w'pon sy mempunyai keluarga yg sgt best tp sy xmau bebani mereka.

sy rsa sy xguna.
selalu lari dlm bilik dan dlm kereta utk menangis.
bodoh dan sgt bangang.
adakah kerana sy terlalu byk pk sehingga keluar semua presumption ini?
tidak kerana sy byk diam utk mengetahui perkara sbnr.
and this is what happend.

sy berasa sy telah wat yg terbaek utk mereka m'rse happy.
sy berasa sy sudah pandai menyayangi dan m'hargai org sekeliling.
sy berasa sy perlu belajar dan menerima hakikat yg kdg kala,
"when u give something to others it doesnt mean that u will get something in return."

so stop being selfish here b.
no no. i just want to taste a bit sweet of surrounding.
cz now all i've been taste is just bitter.
my heart broken.
i'm trying to be prefect whereas i'm not going to.
but still i can try.
eh no and ever because no one is notice u la.
[suck u b]

sbnrnye sy confuse.
bkn kah org ckp,
in order for people to love u, start to learn to lovE.
in order for people to appreciate u, start learning to appreciate.
i've done that.
what i got?
NOTHING!

i'm losing myself.
i have no one[no i have Allah and i have my family]
i know that and i believe in that.
but from the time being i'm feeling so alone.
and rse cm nk terjun je dr bukit batu caves tu.
sekIaN

sometimes fate just can't stop meddling

instead of reading islamic criminal and constitutional law for tomorrow classes, i end up reading this [look down ;))]

bru je beli td.
tggu nk pinjam kt member tp asyik tertangguh je.
then g alamnda mph de bukak store kt tgh2 hall alam tu.
then i amek la opportunity m'cari buku ni.
basically my fren yg suggest.
so harapnye buku ni best cm org len memperkatakn ;)

p/s: angin mlm ni seriously best. it reminds me of beach kot.
bkn sepoi2 bahasa dh ni haha.
till then.

gh0st

sorry-jonas brothers