counting days . . . .

udah seminggu nggak ngupdate[gler pe ckp cm bwg merah ni adoih]..
counting days k.e.n.a.p.a . . ?
1.hbskn finals - sbb sgt exhausted..tgn skt menulis essay yg memerlukan atleast 2booklets utk 3jam ..otak ni udah tepu dgn statutes,cases,scholars views,quranic verses,etc...

m'update blog ni pon sbb de gap exam n sgt2 perlu smthing UTK express kn pe yg terbuku de sudut otak kiri dan kanan ku..[sori ckp pon persis org yg majnun..ampun!]

tbe2 tatkala kepala ini xdpt lagi menerima al-'ilm, beta pon rest kejap utk releasekn tension and this was wut happened...

ini adalah pokok n bangku betul2 dpn bilik beta..serious,tmpt ni jdik tmpt pujaan sekalian makhluk2 d uia d kala tgh mlm nk gayut, gelak ketawa,tangis sendu..haha..beta juga suka duduk d sna tika mlm menjelma n calling2 dgn cik idayu n cik azrith sofia...
n lupa plak tmpt fevret shey gayut dgn aiman;)

this gentleman is my bapak..hj.norzam a.hamid..adala rupa beliau sket..mcm nila tp hdsem lg taw..gmba mak in process ...^__^

basically i really love drawing..colouring as well..dlu time spm amek art as additional subject..tp dh lme glerr xmelukis since further study ni..last melukis secara besar-besaran time kt matrik uia msk competition lukis banner for merdeka day and i won rm800.!!tp mahallah amek duit tu belanja mkn bdk2 mrc dkt um..hurm..jap nk check ada lg x gmba banner tu hehe...[sudah berusaha m'cari d setiap pelusuk album d dlm lappy ini tp tdk ketemu perhaps nextime yeah..]..and nk publish 1gmba ni but nk tggu everything fine then bru leh publish itu gmba..so guys, do i still hv my touch.?lme bebnor xmelukis ha..;) conteng2 pndaila hehe

next....

2. sy menghitung hari utk m;jadi warga 20-an haha..kesian rakan2 kerna sudah tuer dahulu..haha..do i need a wishlist..?meh la try wt this year as previous years xpenah2 nk wt..
ok i think i just need..:

1. a wonderful dinner with my family..<3

2. a great n blast time with my sayangs[after final kita gather k]..<3
3. i really need a brand new tennis shoes[yg lme dh season gler smpai t'pkse anta kt pakcik centre utk d gam]..um open tournament is around the corner..
4.a guitar[this is my new lesson throughout my 3weeks of hols wee~]
5. gpa >3.5[praying for that] 6. lastly, just a few second..
[한번 당신과 함께 몇 초 우리가하는 데 사용]
tht's more than enough..

trying to live my life abundantly..i know what had happened its all my fault n i really wish that i could turn back time n xwat bnda *bodoh* tu[sori bhs kasar sket]...tp its ok, Allah knows well..there's always smthing behind everything..He had planned evrything for us just we are the one yg nk mold cne..ye x?^^
so kwn2 yg de tegur that i had changed..erm i did changed i realized that..i'm so sorry guyz..they told me that beta sudah xfriendly mcm dulu kala[time2 kt matrik d mna beta sgt2 la peramah seriously mcm yb]..n start msk wt degree ni beta sedar beta dh jdik sgt senyap but dont worry beta still active in tennis alhamdulilah suda msk team tennis uia..but guys,sy suka plak jdik senyap ni seriously sy xtaw nk ckp pe mcm dh hbs kata2..thats y senyap je tu..i know korg mesti sgt terkejut n wonder why i can change into that kind of person in a short time kn..thats y i realized yg beta byk gne blog as an intermediate medium nk transfer what are the things in my mind that i cant express verbally n what are things in my heart that i dont know how to utter..[mungkin ini adalah tanda2 penuaan d kala nk msk alam 20-an haha]..sorry guys nt free2 kte hang out puas2 n i ckp byk2 k..hehe...

tu je kot celoteh utk hari ni...next post maybe time gap 6hari for the very last paper..law of contract 2...wish me luck guys....
salam...
jge diri,hiasi peribadi...
^___^

“barangsiapa yang beriman pada Allah dan hari kahirat, maka hendaklah berkata baik atau lebih baik diam.” (HR Bukhari Muslim)

nabilah norzam

i wanna be someone with silence but full of enormous thoughts..

i write to make u feel better . . . .

This is a story that I wanted to share with u. A story that I wanted u guys to take lessons, for u guys to think and ponder. A story that I think will rebuild and reevaluate for girls who do think that they can only rely and uphold their own principles in their life. Principles that they believe are the main priority in their life and need to establish it whereas sometimes it is ok for them to breach it. Principle that they believe they are strong enough and quash the opinion that they also need others to rely upon. Principle that they deem time will be so crucial for them to love and to be loved whereas it can happen in anytime. [its going to be in bm n bi cz de term2 yg best kne gne bm bru hyperbola haha] .. for those yg de kaitan dgn story ni just read till u finish, then u’ll understand ok….

Ok. This is a story between ramlah and her best friend rahim. Sedap xnama dorg ;).. ? since the age of 14 they had been the coolest n closest n best ever fren..since then n up until now they are still hanging on to it. For ramlah she simply has 4 important guys in her life. First is her super daddy, her big coolest bro, liltle naughtiest adik and her best friend, rahim. They had been such a prefect friend together. Even though they were often breaking apart because of their studies still they can make it. Not to forget texting, on9 n stuff.. ramlah really cared about rahim and so did rahim. People tend to tease them saying that they were great being together but both of them just denied it. Yala kwn baik kn..xkn nk lebih2 plak..haha…rahim always be there for ramlah..klu ramlah de probs msti ramlah ni call rahim pnye..rahim ni w’pon xbpe nk bg respon cz dier ni cm blur sket at least ramlah taw dier dgr..ramlah mrh ke,wt mcm2 kt dier, he never complained..xtaw la klu dier complained kt geng2 dier..huhu..;) ..but still he’s sweet w’pon blurry..adoi

Then, moments that they were enjoyed n cherished together seemed not to be in their side this time..cz after several years rahim told ramlah that he liked ramlah. Ramlah seriously xexpect taw. She was like eh rahim ni cm men2..cz rahim pon cm xserious je..atleast show her la some evidences ke nk support statement dier tu..ramlah pon xpercye la pe yg rahim bgtaw. she said maybe rahim confused at that time either he liked ramlah as a gf or bff..rahim simply accepted whatever decision that ramlah made. Dier xpenah complain cz after the incident ramlah mcm try to avoid dier..yela ramlah ni dh la xpnh couple n xpndai lgsg in this kind of matter kn..but still rahim never complained or showed he was sad and gloomy. Ramlah lg la never ever asked if he was ok ke mende ke..teruk kn si ramlah tu. Ok after a while their relationship as bff still remain good. Although of course rse a bit awkward tp xkn xnk kwn dh kot..they hv been togother for about 6years. Ok.. then a few month b4 rahim pursuing his studies, rahim plak yg avoid ramlah for quite some time taw. Seriously agk lme..This time ramlah was very worried about rahim..seriously she was..rahim xpicked up her phone calls..text xbls..mcm2 la..then she decided to write down in her blog. Then baru ramlah sedar cz rahim’s bestfriend (remy bkn nme sbnr) commented in her blog ckp, rahim sbnrnye slalu ingt kt ramlah. He never ever forget about u la.jgn riso sgt ok..after she read that comment she felt a bit relived. After that rahim realized and apologized. He explained in his blog that he needs time alone. He has his own problems that he needs to settle. N after that ramlah understand..pastu dorg pon ok..cm biasa.. text slalu smpai rahim nk fly..ramlah did everything that she could for her to be there and accompanied rahim at the airport..ramlah was very proud of rahim but ramlah ni pon jnis xeti nk express feeling n dier tnjuk she uses other method nk ckp she’s gonna miss him, proud of him n stuff..huhuhu..then rahim ni pon ckp la..once dier dh settle down..dpt hp number,internet access sume he will inform ramlah..all ramlah can do is waiting…

Then ckup 6 days xsalah ramlah, rahim gave her hp number..ckp xyah call mahal..msg pon dh ckup cz murah ;)…ramlah was very happy even though dorg ni jauh giler apart yet rahim never disregard her..ramlah was missing him like cipan kot…she also didn’t know y she reacted like that..then she felt a bit uneasy with her own feeling..but after sometimes, ramlah realized that rahim was like avoiding her again..same as b4 he flew. He ignored her.. he didn’t reply her comment dkt fb.. n plg ramlah sedih, he told ramlah yg dier nk tpup then he will text her..tp smpai a week, seminggu rmlah tggu but he never texted her…….. she was very gloomy..very2 sad… She was very worried about rahim..she even asked herself what she did wrong to him…he just wanted to test her or what.?ok smpai la satu hari ni..weekend, ramlah de conflict with her friend..kwn ramlah ni wt ramlah serabut…xleh berfikir dgn rational and wt ramlah rse lemas..tmbh2 lg org yg ramlah tggu tu xjugak2 contact ramlah..then that night ramlah was very certain..ramlah ni mgkin org ckp ketegaq..ramlah will never ever give her love to other guy unless she is very certain on that guy and the guy will be her first n the last guy that she ever loves. So spnjg ignorance by rahim upon ramlah, ramlah keep on thinking..y she really miss this guy very much..spnjg friendship ramlah n rahim klu rindu ke peke dier kol je..text je n rahim mesti reply nye klu dier bz rahim akn bgtaw..but the situation now rahim totally ignored all kinda stuff yg ramlah anta kt dier..lg la c ramlah ni riso..ok make it short n sweet, ramlah realized that for this whole 6years rupenye dier mmg syg dkt rahim ni…but dier xsedar…she never knew that the feelings she felt was totally opposite of what she had been thinking of.. she decided to send msg to rahim n just brani mati la bgtaw her true feeling b4 dier btul2 hlg rahim..intention dier bkn utk rahim pilih or wht, she just wanted rahim to know..thats all..but what yg rahim replied was totally unexpected. His msg wat ramlah nangis all night…seriously ramlah xpenah rse heart broken sebegitu rupa..ramlah’s heart was like crashed into trillion of pieces..tp still dier leh acted cool dpn kwn2 dier..ok rahim replied cmni, he cant reply ramlah’s love n he just cant..listen here, ramlah never asked rahim to reply her love..she just wanted rahim to know that whatever things happen ramlah always at his back still the same mcm dulu2..he always gets ramlah’s support..ramlah xmnx pon rahim wat pape kt dier…if rahim does care about their friendship do act like one…cz now rahim is like disregarding her…smpai ramlah fikir yg dier xlayak nk kwn dgn rahim..yela rahim ni spe n ramlah ni spe je..rahim x explained why he reacted like that..mse b4 dia fly at least dier explained kt ramlah knape dier reacted mcm tu…tp now…xde…silence…………………….

I know rahim akn bce post ni…pe yg I nk bgtaw kt rahim is that ramlah nangis bkn sbb u bg msg mcm tu dkt dier..she cried cz she thinks she is losing u..she is regretting every single things that she had done to u..ramlah nyesal cz she’s never been a great friend to u..she’s never been ur supporter for all this while..she cried cz she got nothing from u to hold n stop her from crying..dier xde pape from u yg dier leh remember..thats y she cried..dier xmnx pon u syg dier..dier xnk pape pon from u..dier just nk once in a while u bg kt dier special time chat kt ym mcm dulu2..its enough for her..dier slalu bg excuse yg u perhaps bz kt sne thts y u were not replying her texts..dier nk sedapkn je ati dier..pdhal one of ur bff kt manipal boleh je chat dgn dier kt fb..thts y she’s confuse y u reacting like that..she’s now thinking that perhaps u may hv anor girl that will be ur priority n she will understand that. even u xnk pon dkt ramlah at least if u syg friendship korg u act la mcm u syg..klu xikhlas n u xnk dh friendship tu bgtaw ramlah n she will be just fine..u know ramlah very well kn…she will be down kejap but she will be alright..it’s just the matter of time.. it’s really hurting ramlah a lot..yes, ramlah is really in pain right now but she’s going to be just fine.. she just needs to learn to live without u..she just needs to learn not to open ur fb profile everyday to know how r u…rahim don’t be guilty..after all this while sume ni slh ramlah…she deserves of what she’s getting now.. u xperlu rse guilty..u don’t even need to run..if u need time alone, just go..but come back..she will stand there still even u don’t want her to…don’t force her not to..cz it will hurt her more than u ever thinking of..ramlah will always loving u, missing u, praying for u..u don’t hv to worry about her ok…just blaja rajin2..fighting..\(^__^)/

Hurm… So in conclusion nye guys…kdg2 kte xnmpk org yg kt dpn kte ni byk sacrifice kt kte..so whenever u realize that someone is willingly to sacrifice for u, do appreciate them..cz once u lost them, it is hard for u to gain back.. for me, moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult..betul x..?now ramlah just nk move on…maybe it takes time for her nk ske kt org..or nk tima org..perhaps it may takes another 6years..?whoever can fix and combine back hati ramlah yg dh crashed berjuta2 pieces tu I wish them goodluck..;) cz it is hard for them n for ramlah either…

Ok guys…

Salam…

Jge diri…hiasi peribadi…

P’s: You will know that you love someone
when you want him to be happy.
Even if that means you're not a part of his happiness.

Love hurts kn…

i'm truly sorry .....

Sabda Rasulullah:
"Tidak sempurna iman seseorang daripada kamu sehingga dia mengasihi saudaranya seperti mana dia mengasihi dirinya sendiri".

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sdg belajar menerima hakikat..
kdg2 kita berada d ats...
kdg2 kita berada d bwh...
sdg belajar menerima hakikat...
kdg2 kita xkn dpt apa yg kita mahu...
sdg belajar menerima hakikat...
utk berjaya dan utk bahagia...
memerlukan pengorbanan yg besar...
sdg belajar menerima hakikat..
hidup ini xperlu keseorgn..
sdg belajar menerima hakikat..
tidak mengapa m'biarkan diri d sygi..
sdg belajar menerima hakikat...
menunggu itu satu kesabaran..
sdg menerima hakikat...
sy byk melukakan hati org2 yg dkt dgn sy...
sdg belajar menerima hakikat...
rindu itu satu kesakitan...
dan
sdg belajar menerima hakikat...
sy perlu terima hakikat apa yg perlu sy terima dlm hidup...

p/s : maaf..bru hbs exam tort...
kekeliruan melanda diri...
dan baru tersedar mungkin sy baru terima karma sy..
salam...~

these are what i'll be confronting for next 4weeks . . .

i really need to put my focus back on track..i've been playing around since like forever..hahaha
really need to upgrade my pointer so that i can qualified enough to inquire scholarship...;)..hurm..ok here what i will be facing for the next 1month of *ell..hehe

tort II 2nd test - 22nd october 09
transaction in islamic law II [presentation] - 23rd october 09
contract II 2nd test - 26th october 09
legal method final test - somewhere around next week
final submission transaction II - next week

FINAL.!!
LAW OF TORT II - 3RD NOV 09
UNGS ISLAMIC,KNOWLEDGE & CIVILIZATION - 6TH NOV 09
TRANSACTION IN ISLAMIC LAW II - 9TH NOV 09
ISLAMIC LEGAL SYSTEM II - 10TH NOV 09
LAW OF CONTRACT II - 16TH NOV 09

aiyooo...i,ve been planning kononnye law of contract i be able to revise time 6days of gap tu..
wuwuwu..whatever it is wish me luck....i really2 need to put my head straight on the meja study n praying for the best..ok till next post..tatata...
\(^__^)/

touching story......

i found this through fb..
it was posted in i luv islam website...
just wanna share this story with u guyz..
so tht we can tk lessons from this..
njoys...
salam..

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5 year old son waiting for him at the door.


"Daddy, may I ask you a question?"

"Yeah, sure, what is it?" replied the man.

"Daddy, how much money do you make an hour?"

"That's none of your business! What makes you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.

"I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?" pleaded the little boy.

"If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour."

"Oh, " the little boy replied, head bowed. Looking up, he said, "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00 please?"

The father was furious. "If the only reason you want to know how much money I make is just so you can borrow some to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you're being so selfish. I work long, hard hours everyday and don't have time for such childish games."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even madder about the little boy's questioning. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money. After an hour or so , the man had calmed down, and started to think he may have been a little hard on his son. May be there was something he really needed to buy with that $10.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door. "Are you asleep son?" he asked.

"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.

"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier," said the man. "It's been a long day and I took my aggravation out on you. Here's that $10.00 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, beaming. "Oh, thank you daddy!" he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow, he pulled out some more crumpled up bills. The man, seeing that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at the man.

"Why did you want more money if you already had some?" the father grumbled.

"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied. "Daddy, I have $20.00 now... Can I buy an hour of your time?"

truth that is painful . . .

she's falling day by day..

every inch..
every moment..

even it takes thousand more years ahead..

she's hurt..

ler her be..

cz she's the one who dares to tk the risk...


she'll be crying..

let her b..

cz she's not realise..

that waiting till the end is not worthwhile..



cz she's going to wait n wait n wait....


so......

gdbye..

one step closer n u'll know who am i..

got this from my friend's page...

surprisingly, bounty of em reflects me.

so anyone who want to take this quiz can go to this website:

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.